I’M JUST BEING MYSELF

If I go to work quiet and appear in a daze then just know that I am being myself, and when it’s close to mother nature and I’m set in my ways then keep calm because I’m being myself. If I really don’t like you and I keep you away then just know that I am being myself, but if you try to come around me I’ll have something to say because I’m bold and I’m just being myself. I don’t care what others think because I know all my strengths and my flaws I know them all too well, but I will soar like an eagle through the struggles of life because through Christ I know that I’ll prevail. I can only be the person I was born to be because I’ll never be anyone else, but if you text and don’t ever get a response from me then only know that I’m just being myself.

 Vicky Pittard

So Am I

I never thought I’d be the one speaking out against you, not being bitter but a little bit tough, because I’m long overdue by keeping it all inside and now I’m venting and I’ve had enough. It was you who were calling reaching out to me and never once did I reach out to you first, but you only came around me when your life was dry, looking for me to try to quench your thirst. But to me you’re like a dead man cold and stiff who is awaiting to be put in a hearse, and if anybody call or ever mention your name then to me they are pronouncing a curse. Now I’m feeling really good since I broke all the ties though I shouldn’t even scoop to your level, but it’s time that I expose all your deeds and signs because it’s nothing but the works of the devil. If you think you’re so much better or too good for me and think it’s hard for me to say goodbye, just remember it was you reaching out to me so if you’re thinking that then so am I.

Just Let Me Prove It To You

The way you touch my body it just make me so weak but most of all I am happy you’re here, and the way you cuddle with me while we’re lying in bed, makes me feel really good my dear. The way that you embrace me when you walk through the door, have my spirit feeling light as a feather, and the way you warm my body as my temperature rises, causes flames when we are together. The way you look at me when you utter your words give me chills when I hear your voice, and the way i kiss your lips and caress your tongue very gentle though it’s nice and moist. Stop running because you’ll never have nothing to fear but let me show you all that I can do, and I will teach you things that no other woman could do if you would just let me prove it to you.

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Vicky Pittard

If You Had Only Opened Up To Me

I need to know if we are close, are we getting together or do you only want to be my friend? You’re disappearing like a ghost and it’s wasting my time because I feel like I am chasing the wind. My time is being spent dreaming that I have you and you’re my only source of inspiration, but now I see your fruit is falling from the top of the tree, forbidden fruit that is my temptation. I need to know where we stand or do I need to give up because I don’t know the truth about you, and I’m sick of holding you in the depth of my soul, being attached to my heart like glue. There’s no need to explain but you should’ve been honest and after that you could’ve walked away free, because you would’ve felt better being a man about it if you had only opened up to me.

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Vicky Pittard

What I Would Do For Love

Even though we don’t speak on a daily basis and communicate but once in awhile, your presence always bring me all the joys of life and that connection always get me through trials. There is something very special that is planted in you and I’m that water who will bring it to life, and my body has been kept and reserved for you being ignited for that special night. Though my thoughts are always wondering when I’m thinking about you I’m just ready for you to see the light, and as I’m constantly praying to God on the behalf of you, hopefully then he would give you insight. Your spirit is so sweet that it calms the storm and you’re the one who I am thinking of, because I’ll give you everything and every part of me and that is what I would do for love.

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Vicky Pittard

You Wish That You Could Talk To Me

I bet you’re wishing that you could come and talk to me when you are lonely and you’re trapped in the house, because even though my son is taking care of you, he’s living freely and he’s out and about. You are bored while you’re taking care of two little children but the problem is you’re running your mouth, and you thought it was okay to sit and disrespect me, when you should’ve tried to figure me out. But now that I am gone and I’m out of the picture has for me been the perfect blessing, because I’m still enjoying life by not dealing with you, and I truly hope you’ve learned a lesson. You caused many problems between my son and I but even in that I am not even stressing, because the life that I’m living is a daily submission, and nobody will not keep me from pressing. Respect should be given to the person it’s due and maybe one day you’ll begin to see, that wisdom come with age to the one who’s experienced, and now you wish that you could talk to me.

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Vicky Pittard

Loving You From A Distant

I don’t know where all the trouble keeps coming from and what the problem is all about, and I’ve been doing everything just to hold my peace by sitting quietly as a mouse. Every time I turn around it’s the very same people who just want to see my anger aroused, but when I finally stop speaking and not dealing with you, then hopefully then you would figure it out. You’re like a scab that never heal with burning coal in my eyes and white vinegar in between my teeth, and you’ve always been so hateful carrying a jealous heart, that only shows me that your mind is weak. If you would only take the time just to look at yourself and maybe then you’ll be able to see, that although you are old and advanced in age, that you could never live your life through me. Just love your own life whether young or old because our life could be gone in an instant, but I will give you the respect that you so deserve, and just keep loving you from a distant.

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Vicky Pittard