I never told you how much I love and appreciate you and how I’ve seen the way your life has groomed, and I am blessed amongst the women in this world today every since I was released from your womb. Throughout the years there were trials and tribulations for us but eventually we had made it through, and you could never be replaced with nothing else in this world and no one else could take the place of you. As a child you had raised me and you taught me well though your teachings I didn’t listen to, but I’m a woman and I’m strong and I am blessed today because your teaching finally carried me through. I am honoring your life while you are here today and plan to be there until the end, because I never want to wait until it’s finally too late visiting your grave and talking to the wind. I never want to have any regrets, nor do I want to be filled with sorrow, so Mom I’m telling you I love you today, just in case if you’re gone tomorrow.
In my heart I always knew you took my kindness for weakness and was living for your own selfish way, but in my heart you’re like a prisoner who’ve committed a crime and now your freedom has been taken away. You have time on your hands to reminisce about things that we shared and once had together, but once again in my heart you have been sentenced to life without parole from my life forever. Tears will be your drink as you wish for me, praying to God hoping I will appear, and if you try to dial my number I will never be there, but an operator will be all that you hear. You are living in a cell called a broken heart, and your prayers will only be in vain, and the only thing that I am returning to you are false dreams weighed down with chains. My fame will soon spread all over the world and you will soon begin to hear the news, because I’m singing many songs about the joy that i have, while you’re singing those prison blues.
I will tell the world about this famous love story, about the day when we had first met, when you were standing outside of my window, like we was Romeo and Juliet. This will never be an ending story, since we’re now happily ever after, and our love is surely overflowing, as we move into another chapter. You departed to go your way, due to a business you had put aside, but you had promised that you would come back to me though the journey would be a difficult ride. But now that the snow is falling, and by knowing that you’re far away, I am now becoming disappointed, but you told me you were on your way. You was looking for a bus to bring you back but it would hinder you from being on time, and you was looking for a plane to fly home to me, but a plane was too hard to find. But just know that I’m home waiting up for you in lingerie and a nice mink coat, and I have a candlelight dinner waiting just for you so pull your pedals out and row your boat.
There was a time when I was lost and had nothing to fear because the Lord I wasn’t trying to reach, and I remember when I use to be righteous on Sunday but still sinning everyday of the week. There are many in the church who confess to be saints but they are living a life full of deceit, and they’re the first to enter church every Sunday morning praising God when he is under their feet. A murderer you would cast out of heaven, and fornicators you would judge them too, a homosexual you would look down on, not knowing that Jesus also died for them too. Who are you to think you’re better than others? When you have probably done the same things too, so let us stop pointing the finger at others, when you’ve committed sins greater than you. Let the Lord be the God in heaven, because only he can be the judge alone, and we have all fallen short of his glory, but if you haven’t then you cast the first stone.
When I think about the Lord and His promises, and on the prophecies that he’s fulfilling, I will never have to dread about the Judgement Day because I know that I’ve been forgiven. He has appointed me to run this race, but at the end I will soon be leaving, to join Him in that wonderful city, that is beautiful like the Garden Of Eden. This place is called the New Jerusalem, and where the sun will never have to shine, because the glory of the Lord will fill all the earth and I will never have to worry about dying. Sickness will be gone forever, and graveyards I will never see, and I will have a resurrected new body, and my days will be the days of a tree. The Lord will dwell amongst his people forever, and every tear will be wiped from their eyes, so today accept the gift of salvation, and come and join us in the paradise.
Most people don’t understand how I’m feeling sometimes and they don’t know what is on my mind, and they don’t bother asking me if I’m feeling okay or either ask me if I need some time. Though It seems like I have it together, and that my heart will never feel any pain, but deep inside I am under the weather, because my eyes are pouring down with rain. My thoughts are always partly cloudy, and everyday there’s a chance of rain, with thunderstorms moving in with lightning, and my mind is just going insane. But it won’t stop me from reaching out to others, or giving others a better chance, to try again if they fail the first time, being determine that they will advance. No matter how hard it may get, clearer skies will appear in time, and I will be right there to console you, with this great big heart of mines.
Blessed are the poor and the broken in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven, and blessed are the saints who love the Lord, and and His name they will always reverend. Blessed are those who mourn inside for they shall be comforted, and blessed are those who are waiting for God, standing firm with much confidence. Blessed are the meek and the humble servant, for they shall inherit the earth, and blessed is the man or the woman of God who are pure and they know their worth. Blessed are those who hunger inside and they thirst for righteousness, for they shall be filled and never go empty, but rejoice with delightfulness. Blessed are the good and the faithful in heart perfecting holiness with nothing to lose, and blessed be the man or the woman of God, keeping the teachings of the beatitudes.
Love is patient, love is kind, love is everlasting, and love takes time. Love is faithful and love is true, love will never hurt you, but love will soothe. Love is gentle, love is forgiving, love is helpful, and love is giving. Love is strong and love is meek, love is understanding, and love will reach. Love sees no wrong and love does not envy, but love rejoices, and does no pretending. Love has no favorites and love will not kill, but love is protecting and love will heal. Love is trustworthy and love does not demand, because when everything else fail, only love will stand.
I will follow Your every footstep, as You lead me throughout my days, and I want to become so close to You because I want to get to know Your ways. I am telling the whole world about You, and the miracles that You’ve performed, and I’m telling everybody about the victories I’ve had, and the battles which You have won. Your word I will study and read each day and Lord with this I am letting You know, that I want to walk worthy throughout this life, and through You I am ready to grow. You’re all that I need in this lifetime, and there is nothing that can turn me back, because I’m walking in the name and the blood of the Lord, not even caring what they think of that. I will never have to worry about anything, because Your Spirit is always near, and You’re the only one who knows what is best for me, so where do we go from here?
Life is not about the money, but only the love that is hidden inside, and life is all about learning, and persevering with a stabled mind. As I look back over the years that passed, at my life that I constantly waisted, the Lord told me that He kept me and I’m here today, because He said that I would make it. God has always protected me and He strengthens me when I am weak, and nothing can stop me from praising Him and worshipping at His feet. He has given me so much to live for, and has promised to make me whole, and He has given me the keys to Zion, to walk the streets that are paved with gold. He has seated me in the heavenly places, and has covered me with His favor, but I will always be God’s daughter, and the Lord shall be my Savior. You may search the whole world forever, but real love is so hard to find, but I will always remain in Jesus, who has a love that is so divine.