A Man That I Could Call My Own

It’s not easy watching others who are so in love and seeing women spending time with their man, and it’s not easy watching movies being all by myself and seeing others who are holding hands. It’s not easy dressing up and I’m shopping alone when there are others who are making some plans, it’s not easy cooking dinner when it’s only just me, and something that was not apart of the plan. It’s not easy having a calling from the Lord on my life, when everyday I have to take up my cross, by dying to myself which is not very simple, and was chosen to just pay the cost. It’s not easy for me to think that I’ll never get married, and that i’ll always have to be alone, and to wish I had a man laying right there beside me and a man that I could call my own.


2 thoughts on “A Man That I Could Call My Own

  1. Hmm, so what are you doing to ‘get in front of that available man’?
    My son said to me oneday ” so how many guys do you meet when you are at home mom? Show your faith and go out”….it was meant as do stuff, enjoy life and someone will be attracted to the you, that is enjoying life.” Step out in faith!
    Loved this post…resonates with me!

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