Escape

Since the day that i laid my eyes on you, I’ve been looking for something more, and since the day I decided to follow you, there’s been nothing but blood and war.

Envy along with jealousy, with hatred filling up their hearts, and they’re bitter and it gets overwhelming, but my support for you will never stop.

Faithful should be my first name, and loyalty should be my last, winning is always my mindset, and that is why they are always mad.

Giving up has never been an option, but standing firm is what I’ve always had, and being weak can never be a part of me, but being with you I will make it last.

You are my knight and my shining armor, and meeting you was not a mistake; it was predestined from the very beginning, and being with you I just want to escape.

SILENCE

There are so many things that I am going through, and this life treats me so unfair, with many trials I’ve endured and i never gave up, carrying the cross that I’m trying to bear.

I’m crying out from my sleep but It’s all in vain because no one doesn’t seem to care, and It feels like that I’m living in the bottomless pit seeking love that is not even there.

How much longer will I fight when my spirit is broken and my heart is so filled with grief? How much longer will I cry and have to beg You for mercy, before You decide to send me some relief?

Look at the birds that are flying very high in the sky , and they are floating in the wind at peace, without a worry in the world they are doing just fine, but either way they’re doing better than me.

Although I’m hurting I won’t turn to the left or the right because I’m looking to some better days, by improving to become more relaxed and quiet, and to suffer everything in silence.

THAT COULD’VE BEEN ME

I never thought that your trouble would come so soon, but yes that could’ve been me, and now I’m struck with sorrow because your life is doomed although it could’ve been me.

The choices that we make we’ll get what we choose because yes that could’ve been me, but my heart did fail me when I heard the news because I’m thinking that it could’ve been me.

Tears are falling because it is hard to say that yes that could’ve been me, but the Lord was gracious when He sent me away because yes that could’ve been me.

But I’m alive and able to say this today, that yes it could’ve been me, buried six feet under where my body would stay because yes that could’ve been me.

What a horrible tragedy and a big surprise because yes that could’ve been me, and my eyes could be closed and not see the sun rise, because yes that could’ve been me.

But the Lord showed mercy when He heard my cries because yes that could’ve been me, and in hell I could’ve been lifting my eyes, because yes that could’ve been me.

A SECRET PLACE

Who is the man that I’m sitting here writing about late at night with poetic lyrics? the man who is standing all by himself and the man with the quiet spirit?

The man that I see who is passing by me leaves a question mark on my face, because he’s looking and he has me curious, keeping my thoughts in a secret place.

He will never know that I am watching, and he will never know what I can see; He will never know what I am hoping, because it just may not ever be.

Though my mind may be constantly roaming, like the waves that are in the sea, he might not be the man that’s for me, but a withered and a fruitless tree.

How could I know what would ever happen? Or really know what this man has faced? but for now I will hide the way that I feel and keep my thoughts in a secret place.

YOU CAN BE REACHED

If you only could’ve spoken in your final hour before the lights had begun to grow dim, and if you only could’ve told me what the feeling was like, when you had traveled to the spiritual realm.

Please tell me where you’re dwelling, are you’re feeling alone or are you bowing at the Master’s feet? Are you singing with the angels with a harp in your hand or are you resting in eternal peace?

Show me where you are and just lead the way to where your body has been properly laid, because I want to know if everything is well with you, or are you begging to come out of your grave?

If only you could see me and just pick up the phone because your spirit has not fallen asleep; if only heaven could be opened in the visions of night to make a way so that you can be reached.

I’M JUST BEING MYSELF

If I come to work quiet and appear in a daze then just know that I am being myself, and when it’s close to mother nature and I’m set in my ways then keep calm because I’m being myself

If I really don’t like you and I push you away then just know that I am being myself, and if you try to come around me it will not be okay, because I’m only really being myself.

I don’t care what others think because I know all my strengths, and my flaws I know them all too well, but I will soar like an eagle through the storms of life, and through Christ I know that I’ll prevail.

I can only be the woman I was destine to be because I’ll never be anything else, and if you ever get offended just don’t take it to heart, because I’m only just being myself.

Vicky Robinson

So Am I

I never thought I’d be the one speaking this way to you but I’ve allowed too many things to build up, and I’m long overdue by keeping it all inside, but now I’m venting and just had enough.

It was you who were calling reaching out to me and never once did I reach out to you first, but you only came around me just to benefit you, wanting me to satisfy your lust.

But to me you’re like a dead man cold and stiff who is awaiting to be put in a hearse, and if someone ever call or even mention your name, then to me they’re are calling down a curse.

Now I’m really feeling good since it’s over and done, though I shouldn’t even scoop to your level, but it’s time that I expose all the things that you done, because it’s nothing but the works of the devil.

If you think you’re so much better and too good for me, and think it’s hard for me to say goodbye, just remember it was you reaching out to me so if you’re thinking that then so am i.

Just Let Me Prove It To You

The way you touch my body it just make me so weak but most of all I am happy you’re here, and the way you cuddle with me while we’re lying in bed, makes me feel really good my dear.

The way that you embrace me when you walk through the door, have my spirit feeling light as a feather, and the way you warm my body as my temperature rises, burn me up when we are together.

The way you look at me when you utter your words give me chills when I hear your voice, and the way i kiss your lips and caress your tongue very gentle though it’s nice and moist.

Stop running because you’ll never have nothing to fear but let me show you all that I can do, and I will teach you things that no other woman could do if you would just let me prove it to you.

Vicky Robinson

If You Had Only Opened Up To Me

I need to know if we are close, are we getting together or do you only want to be my friend? You’re disappearing like a ghost and it’s wasting my time because I feel like I am chasing the wind.

My time is being spent dreaming that I have you and you’re my only source of inspiration, but now I see your fruit has falling from the top of the tree, forbidden fruit that is my temptation.

I need to know where we stand or do I need to give up because I don’t know the truth about you, and I’m sick of holding you in the depth of my soul, being attached to my heart like glue.

There’s no need to explain, but you should’ve been honest and after that you could’ve walked away free, because you would’ve felt better being a man about it, if you had only opened up to me.

Vicky Robinson

What I Would Do For Love

Even though we don’t speak everyday of the week, and we communicate but once in awhile, your presence give me peace with the love that you bring, and plus I love your dedication and style.

There is something very special that is planted in you and I’m that water who will bring it to life, and my body has been kept, being reserved for you, being ignited for that special night.

Though my thoughts are always wondering when I’m thinking about you, I’m just ready for you to see the light, and as I’m constantly praying to God on the behalf of you, hopefully then He would give you insight.

Your spirit is so sweet that it calms the storm and you’re the one that I am thinking of, because I’ll give you everything and every part of me, and that is what I would do for love.

Vicky Robinson